Wednesday, March 3, 2010

The Final Hours ... Whoopsie!

The last 24 hours before we left for the final flight started with a dress rehearsal: I got up at 5h30 with the Irish team of 3, and Michele, the solo, unsupported guy. They were given the go ahead by the pilot, and a fairly frantic last minute runaround started....breakfast, final packing, phonecalls, team photos and emotional goodbyes. I was really glad I was part of it, we had become good friends, and I was surprised how I felt envious I wasn't going....hmm, 24hrs time, and its MY turn! (Hopefully!)

Our Start point has changed again: Lots of discussions around the ice today, and finally the feedback from the pilot Troy, after his flight today has changed our plan. The ice conditions around Ward Hunt Island sound bad, and the place where my friends Dan and Amelia started from is now favoured again. The large open water lead has refrozen closed (as they do at -45 deg C, so it seems odds are much better leaving from the point about 7 miles south west of the Island....Cape Discovery, or McLintock Inlet. So, FINAL, that's where we will be leaving from!

Ok, so back to the last few hours....

I never imagined getting to the point where I am actually packing the sled for the LAST time, ensuring I have everything I need in it, and it is in the best condition for the task ahead. Here is a photo of me putting the final piece, our tent, into the sled bag, before I finally close the lid. I did this inside as I had to make adjustments that needed room temperature. The sleds are packed
with food that needs to be 'refrigerated', so they normally stay outside all the time in 'Nature's fridge'. Compared to all the other expedition sleds, ours look like they have come from a 'toy shop'.....far from it, simple yes, but I know Richard knows his stuff, and I know we have the best sleds for the task ahead.
Well, if you weren't going to have a bath or a shower for 50+ days, wouldn't you
REALLY enjoy a last bath? Here it is:
Also...now this is a SECRET, hey...We smuggled a few beers and a bottle of wine in, and had a great team 'Last drink' together. This photo was taken by Christina Franco, an Italian woman who is attempting a solo, supported trip to the Pole, and who will travel with us tomorrow. The 'Men in Black'...It feels like a great team!

And finally....The feeling within:

As I said above excitement kicked up a huge amount today. I am really looking forward to getting out there now. I think saying goodbye to the others today and a breakthrough on my gloves and mitten management had a lot to do with it. With potentially having four layers of gloves, having a system and easy access for each layer, when each layer significantly reduces your dexterity, is key....I now have that system!

Apprehension is also high, but happily has reduced a bit. Sometimes I think I am in denial, but mostly I turn my back on my fear areas (which are quite a few!) and tell myself..: "You'll be ok, somehow you will deal with it!"

I do feel a huge weight of responsibility off my back, especially having Richard and then also my team mates. The pressure of doing things solo are so different, it REALLY stands out for me. Interestingly, Christina and I spent a while talking about this.

Otherwise, I am all set to go...

By the time you read this I'll be another 9 degrees north and walking to the Pole!

I'd like to THANK YOU all for the truly amazing support, which motivates me to bring you closer to the expedition...It's just great, and I will try my best to deliver my style and perspective from the Ice.

5 comments:

  1. Hey Howard ... At last... the first pin is in the map, found your new start point on Google Earth (well, sort of!). Not too many undesirable outcomes ok! Go well ... and remember: Courage over Fear ... Ali x

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  2. About time you got off your butt and got active. Enough talk, lets see some action, baldy.

    :)

    Cheers,
    Mike.

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  3. hey Howard.....you are a GIANT.
    I look forward to your "blow by blow".
    Go well my mate!

    Peter

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  4. Go Howard. May you and the rest of the team prosper. May your mittens keep you warm and your sled follow swiftly behind you.

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  5. Go mate - 'men in black' is deemed very appropriate for you guys :), esp from where I originate from. Take care, Peter

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