It's less than a week before we fly to Resolute, excitement building and preparations are going really well.
So how I am I feeling?
Mentally I feel very strong for the challenge ahead, and am almost prematurely getting very impatient and want to 'Just start' now. There are still quite a few jobs to be completed, and this doesn't help the impatience, as some of them require team co-ordination, which we are still trying to improve on! I do find my mind racing a bit, and I think Richard thinks I am a worry-er, as I try and visualise the journey ahead and then hit some 'no knowledge' areas and bombard him with questions and what ifs? It's not about fear or apprehension, it's about the excitement and preparing my mind. Yesterday this thought process took us into a scenario of swimming an 'uncross-able' lead. I found it very useful as I internalised the whole decision process and then the actually swimming trip. The positive was that I think we thought through this a s a team, and some good detail came up in terms of storage of the gear for the water crossing. I am sleeping very well, which is always a good sign. I am struggling with being part of the group environment, and having my time 'stolen' as we work within the 'confines' of a family home, and get 'distracted' by home comforts and the inevitable chores. I know this claustrophobia will disappear with the start of the expedition, as the clutter disappears and life simplifies to pure survival, conquering immediate challenges, and body and mind management. I love getting into that space, where day to day life has a very high level of 'purity and simplicity' that provides one with peace and a fertile, mind meditation place. I know living together with my three team mates, in this environment will not be a problem as we will all be in the same space, with a crystal clear and highly desired common goal, and this means by necessity all activities will be for the good of the team. The 'lonely' time on the daily marches will give me the alone time I need, while the evening communal tent time, will provide a great social highlight for further building camaraderie. (Oh, and our daily pre-dinner whisky based, cocktail, will certainly help the 'spirits'!!)
A concern...It's too warm!
The training continues...
Getting ready for bed is quite a challenge as I have to basically slide one by one into three layers of sleeping bags. The first layer is what is called a Vapour Barrier layer, and is very light, 100% waterproof layer designed to prevent sweat / moisture from entering the two outer sleeping bags. Once I am in the vapour barrier sock, I then slide into the very thick down inner sleeping bag (-20 deg C rated). Then the next challenge is to slide all this into the almost as large, outer sleeping bag. At this point I feel pretty mummified, but have one more task left.....: To try and ensure my head is in the head cowl's of both sleeping bags, the 'chimney' from the Vapour Barrier bag is free and able to do it job of extracting moisture out of the bags, and the drawstrings on the cowls are pulled tight so only my nostrils' have an open route out! All this is to be done with my hands and arms inside the bags, as they can't be 'locked' outside! Oh, and then all this is done while ensuring that I still stay centrally positioned on top of two, very necessary, insulating mattresses!
Every night I will also have my 'pee bottle' join me, because once I am tucked in, there is no getting up and going outside for for a pee! Every 7 to 8 days I will also have my battery charger system join me....... "Hmm, where does he connect that to??"......... No, that's not for me but rather to charge either the phone, PDA or camera batteries. These take quite a few hours and need to be done in a warm environment. So, interesting bed partners hey!
Towards the end of a long day's march the thought of a warm tent and our evening clothes will be a 'beacon of narrow focus', and huge motivation to complete the days march goal! For evening wear we have 'black jackets', fur headdress, tent 'slippers' and headlamps! Some dinner part hey! The black jackets being loose fitting very warm down, fresh and sweat free, replacing the day's work gear. The tent slippers are soft shell warm 'foot gloves' that replace our bulking boots inside the tent. The headdress completes the end of day transformation, and I will sleep in it for added warmth and a form of integrated pillow! Here is a picture of me in 'dinner jacket' and evening headdress:
Hi Howard,
ReplyDeleteEnjoying your blog. Your excitement is infectious & I look forward very much to following this huge adventure of yours. It's impossible to imagine what it will be like in your shoes, but know that some of us dotted around this globe are with you in spirit!
All the very best, Angie Joy UK (Ali's sister)